Today.

I sat on campus today with Tamara and worked on assignments for 9 hours.  Effing Someone Like You was playing at the cafe we were at.  I’ve been adamantly avoiding her music for a while, now, for the sole purpose of remaining sane.  It was frigid and windy out…almost felt like it was trying to defeat me as I made my way to my car from the train station.  As soon as I closed the door, I started to break down, but I stopped myself.  It’s too hard to go there, again.

 I almost wish he hadn’t.  Just hating him was easier…

I’m so burnt out.  There are so many stressful things.  Every aspect of my life.  It just doesn’t stop.