I Currently Hate My “Boyfriend”

    I feel like my relationship can definitely be compared to the Stock Market.  No two days are ever the same and I think I chose the wrong stock, because this damn relationship has more down days than up. 

   He went out with co-workers to Dave and Busters.  He was supposed to pick me up after he got off work and we were going to go together.  He didn’t.  Says I told him last night that I wouldn’t be able to go,  I mentioned I might not but to check with me anyway tomorrow.  He didn’t.  I was pissed off because I spent 2 hours trying to get ready and make a good first impression on his new working buddies, but told him to go without me.  After reasoning with myself, my temper went down a few notches and I decided to just drop it because he said he’d be back around 8:30.  It’s midnight and he’s been there since 6.  6 fucking hours with co-workers is just fucking ridiculous.  I told him so when I called him about an hour ago.  I hung up on him and haven’t heard anything from him.  I wrote him a letter and set it on his desk.  It said I’m over his selfish shit and that I deserve better.  I do. 

   So, here I am typing away on this freakin diary while he’s doing whatever the hell he wants with probably whoever the hell he wants.  I’m so sick of these stupid stupid STUPID games!!   Fuck our one year anniversary.  Fuck our relationship.  Fuck him.  I’m through.