Thomas

I really do love you, you mean more to me than you will ever know..more than I could ever tell you. and I hate it. not being able to say everything inside of you. truth is I do believe in you. despite the pain, the lies, the drugs. I know you’re better than all of this and I can see you working hard. I know you can do anything you want to. anything your heart tells you. You once told me to follow my heart and everytime I do it leads me to you. You are where I belong and not because I’m dependant on you, not because I need you. but because I truely am in love with you. every part of me. I can’t help it. and because of that, I need you. I wanna start our futures together. I’m so glad it’s with you. I never in my wildest dreams woulda thought I could have something turn out to be this good. to feel this good. let alone be with you. it’s an incredible feeling and I’m excited to see where this can go and what we can become together. aww baby I miss you. wish you were here. your hair, your  beautiful blue eyes, gorgeous lips…things im greatful to have everyday. and I cant forget samsom…haha. i love him too. so thats it. I wish I could bare more but the rest can’t be made into words. Love you babykins!! you’re the best thing to have happened to a girl like me. *muah*