A LOVABLE NATURE

To the amazement of our dear old friends we have once more become something of a mystery. It is very unclear where this new personality came from, but I would guess my new exercising habits have triggered it. It is not astonishing to me that such dramatic changes have occurred in my personality for I have already seen it happen many times. This is the best one yet, and I plan to hang onto it. For some reason I have become extremely tolerable of others, to the point which it even makes me a little curious. This is the exact opposite of my high school years which are not too far into the past. As I Dwell on the issue I see that I don’t really logically feel the way I do now, but like any human being I’m a master liar. Therefore I can convince myself that I feel nice, altruistic and in love with all. Keeping it superficial if you will and it works perfectly. I actually have been working on one simple idea that could change the world. A simple quote “I love you for being” could be the basis of a new faith, an exceptionally open-ended one however. It will give you the security of knowing there is something out there (for those who need such a thing), but also it will not condemn you for anything that you do. There are no sins for every act you commit is in your logic the right thing to do, thus there is no need for forgiveness. If you happen to do something that you know was wrong there shall be no confession because the guilt you carry with you will be your punishment. A god however is not in control but rather like the royal family of England, just a mental picture to remind you of who you are and not to scare you into being good. If you want something then you have to get it yourself in your own way, so there really is no need for prayer. And basically that would be a thing to believe in. but I’m already so far off the original topic I wonder if going back to it is possible. So I have been feeling nice and very relaxed. I’m back in my old habits of watching everyone around me go through life and (a new part to the old habit) laughing at how stressed out they are. it all makes me a little sad and I try to help those who are close to me, but what difference does it make what I say or think as long as they are sticking to their own beliefs. I try to help anyways. I’ve said before, you can’t change people you just have to sit and watch them destroy themselves. It’s good what we have going here, it’s all good; we need to take some time to realize. I know you love me as much as I love you.