Random Thoughts…..Random Ramblings

Well, today I decided to give this another go. I miss writing in here, if truth be told. I miss a lot of things lately.

I’m glad the winter is ending outside. It’s nice to see it go…..there my thoughts go again…wandering….I’m lonely today….sick of being in this house…what I would give to go out with someone again! It’s been 6 months since he left me. I really don’t care. I just never thought I would be able to survive. But I did. It wasn’t as hard as I thought it would be. I just miss the going out part. It’s nice to get out of the house every once and awhile. Oh well….

Had an eye infection in December. My eye was red and swollen and everyone thought it was pink eye. Went to the doctor. Actually, been to the doctor a total of 4 times before the sent me to the specialist on Thursday! Finally got some steroid eye drops which are helping. Turns out I am allergic to eye drops! Well, over the counter eye drops, anyway…..

I don’t want to bore you guys to death. I consider myself to be a pretty boring person. Which is fine by me. At least I am being honest.

I am just beginning to get to bed at night now. When he first left me, I was up until at least 1am…then off to work by 6am! And now it’s a lot easier.

So….now what? That question always seem to pop up in my head every now and then…..I don’t know…I tried….I tried the best I could…sometimes that’s all you can do….