07/09/2009

Hey! Okay, real quick…I opened a bank account today! YEAH! I had my whole paycheck go into it for the opening account and then 96 bucks from my last paycheck go into my savings account. How cool! That will prevent me from spending money now! Since the money isn’t in my wallet.

Went to K*Mart again today and again didn’t spend one cent! Oh yeah!

I’m really nervous about tomorrow and talking to my counselor about me being a possible candidate for borderline. I am scared out of my mind actually. But it’s something that I need to do. Why am I so scared you ask? Because it’s a mental illness! I don’t want a mental illness! Don’t know as if I will be able to sleep tonight. I’m sick to my stomach over this.

Ugh…what else? Let’s see…I don’t know…I’m really tired again. It feels like I have 1 hour to sleep every night. Oh, I know. Some girl I knew in high school (I didn’t graduate with her…as she was older than I am) died in a motorcycle accident a few days ago. I felt so bad for the family. They have the obits online and you could make a comment and I wrote to the family. How sad. I barely knew the girl. It’s not like we were good friends but still.