So Alone

Lately, I have been really affected by my bipolar disorder. Um, I feel really empty. Really crummy. I try not to allow those feelings to take over either but it happens. One day I will be totally happy and the next day I will be so sad. I don’t know….it’s hard to explain. I feel so alone. But, hey, look on the brightside….I just spoke with Greg….my social circle is increasing….and I am becoming more open. Celly just called me 2 times. The past is the past….and I don’t have to worry about it anymore.

I went ahead and recorded dance class tonight! It turned out pretty well! I am so tired now. It’s 12:27am and I am still up. Am I crazy? LOL! I think I am sick. Oh well. It doesn’t matter. Still haven’t heard from the doctors as to if I have diabetes or not. I guess no news is good news.