A Miracle Happened!

Okay, so guess what! A miracle happened today (hence the name of the diary entry title). What kind of miracle? The best miracle ever. I didn’t have any kind of panic attack or anything. Today went better than anticipated. Thanks to everyone who wrote me notes about trusting God. It worked. For several years I’ve had panic attacks. I thought in my head, Now, come on. What’s the worst that could happen? What could Bryan do to you? So what if Ashley confronts you?! Why give her that much power over you?! It’s time to grow up!  Bryan first walked into work and saw me and said, "Hey! Hey! Hey!" so it wasn’t as bad as I thought.

Well, now I am in recovery for my avoidant personality disorder and panic attacks and everything else. Last night I attended a 12-step meeting online at Christians In Recovery. And I also went to a prayer meeting on the same site. And, I told about my panic attacks and had them pray for me. Well, let me tell you, it worked! Amazing.

Someone (and I would like to know who) asked me for my You Tube username. Well, here’s the link to my first video. It was a cry for help.  I debated on whether or not to share it with you. But, hey why not?! http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=nNvnYTQWaoQ  

I guess that’s about it. A new session for dance starts tonight. Can’t wait.