03/21/2009
Hey! I finally am sitting down to write this entry! I meant to do it last night, but never got to it.
I lost another 5 lbs at Curves and lost another 6 inches. I try as hard as I possibly can and I only loose 5 lbs?! What?! This month I am going to try to loose at least 20! I am going to work my butt off for it. I just got back from a walk. The phone rang at 5:30 am today! It was my father’s work! Honestly! 5am?!
It’s so nice to go to work now. No more crap. No more drama. No one is over me except my boss, who I hardly see anyway.
I got this Mp3 player for Christmas, but it was so cheap that I couldn’t use Napster for it because Napster didn’t recognize it. So I had to find some free Mp3 download sites. Which I did but it took forever to download the songs. Anyway, I saw another MP3 player advertised in the Kinney Drugs flyer in the Sunday paper last week so I walked over there I think it was Tuesday after work. I bought it. It was only like 40 bucks. And 40 bucks was all the money I had left to my name, but anyway, I got it. So don’t I subscribe to Napster and download the software and add all of the songs to it. It worked for like one night. The next day, when I was walking after work (I was walking to Curves), I put my headphones on and was going to listen to the stupid MP3 player but it wouldn’t let me hear anything. I glanced down at it and it said "Request DRM Time" or something like that. I ignored it and tried and tried to listen to it. But no. It wouldn’t allow me to. I thought oh well and just downloaded more songs to the stupid thing after I got home from Curves. The next day (Friday) the same thing happened. I listened to the radio but the radio just had a couple of commericals on it. Ticked me off. I searched Google for what the DRM thing meant and that means that I had to request the rights and pay for the songs. So I had to delete all of the songs. And re-download them to my other MP3 Player. Don’t ask me why I had to buy another MP3 player. I have no idea. But I did. I cancelled the stupid Napster subscription. I found another thing like Napster that I use. But that took all last night and this morning to download. Now it actually works. LOL!
My brother came yesterday (of course I couldn’t see him because I was at work) but he brought me an actual computer chair that he got from work. He said they were going to throw them out. It’s nice.
I have no hot news. Sorry to be so boring. No patients at work are interested in me anymore. Which is good. I need a break from all of that. LOL! I only have a few more pounds to loose. Probably 30. I want to get it over with because I’ve only been trying to loose weight for a year now! I’m sick of it. I crave chicken wings all the time. And, lately, for the last past few days, I’ve been craving this sandwich from Burger King. It sounds stupid. I am so sick of fast food but, at the same time, I want this sandwich. It’s called I think the crispy chicken sandwich. It has bacon on it and it’s breaded (hence the name). YUM! I haven’t had it in years because it’s not good for you. But I love it. And I want something that has chocolate in it too! LOL! Like brownies or something. I’d die to make brownies now. Haven’t made those in a long time either. I love to bake so it’s so hard not to bake anything (which I haven’t done in forever). Oh well. I’ve got to stop thinking about food. It’s so difficult. It takes a lot of willpower and self-disclipine too. I swear to you I never want to go through this diet thing EVER again in my life. It’s too difficult. I want to loose the weight and keep it off forever.
Boy, talk about not shutting my mouth!
I miss last year. I miss it so badly. I miss Todd and chasing Brian around work. Too bad I can’t go back into the past and re-live it again. It was so fun! I haven’t had a panic attack in a while at work either.
I guess that’s about it guys. I’ve gotta go and get some housework or something done. I don’t know what yet. But that’s what has been going on lately.
By-the-way, counseling never called. I am going to have to get on the stick and call them Monday while I walk to Curves (because when I get out of Curves it’s 4pm and too late). Or call another counseling place. I’m still waiting.