Just a quick note

Hey! Counseling called today but I called them back and the woman who left me a message wasn’t there so I have to call back on Monday. That really kills me. Oh well I guess. I didn’t get home until 5pm when I had been going since 5am! 

I didn’t tell you that yesterday the family friend who was in the hospital died. Yeah, so we didn’t know if the funeral was going to be Monday or Tuesday so I had to tell my boss and Ellen the deal. It’s Tuesday. But, just to tick Ellen off, I am going to go to work in the morning! HA! I told her about this today and she was like, "Is it out of state? You’re going to be gone Monday and Tuesday?" LOL! She got all excited over nothing. I said, "Nope, it’s not out of state and it’s either Monday OR Tuesday." All she could say was oh. 

Ah, how I wish I could go out this weekend. I know. I say that a lot. But I was thinking, (while sitting upstairs watching TV), about how cool it would be to go out with some guy on my first ever date. We’d go to the movies or out to eat or whatever. Hey, how do I know where we would go? I’ve never experienced it. I long for it. I thought about the conversation we would have. Here I sit, broken-hearted, huh? I guess so.

I got my gym membership papers in the mail so that I can get reimbursed for going to Curves. Up to 300 bucks. I spent 466 all together.

I need to make a list of everything I want to talk to the counselor about. I’m actually scared out of my mind. Change for the better, right? The best thing I can do is make an effort, anyway. I want to come prepared.

I don’t know if I told you this or not but the lawyer for SAZ wants me to write a better purpose statement and to figure out a budget. Yeah, right. It’s not happening tonight! That’s for sure. That’s something that will require some thinking.

Still haven’t figured the plans for Virginia yet. Greyhound or Amtrak are my options. I don’t know the dates yet. I’m looking towards September 11th. I wish it was tomorrow! 

Not much is going on at work. Some guy plugged his toilet up with q-tips today. Why? I do not know. Had to clean up his mess. Ellen mentioned that she was going to work half a day today but then changed her mind. Well she comes to me this morning, after being on her cell phone all  morning, saying that she was going to take off. Then she said no. Then she said the doctor’s office called and told her to leave work right away and come there. Somehow I didn’t believe that. Whatever. So she leaves and then comes back down the hallway to inform me that I needed to tell our boss that she was gone but that she would be back later.

Well, I guess I’m off to hit the sack. I don’t have anything interesting to do online. I’m running out of things to say. I’m totally drained. My computer hard drive is full of digiscrap stuff. Oh well. It’s almost 100% full! I don’t really care either! 

Love Always,

~Steph~