Another Day Down!

I decided on Tuesday that I would go to Curves everyday from now on. Since I’m not really loosing any weight. I mean come on I lost 2 pounds last month! So I just got back from the gym.

Ellen left work early today. Ticked me off. Ugh! I clean 50 bathrooms.

Danny made it on American Idol! YEA! I was so happy. I was having a panic attack and hyperventilating when the results were airing. I swear to you I almost threw up. I was so nervous. I wrote him a nice note on AmericanIdol.com! Now let’s hope he’s in it to win it!
 

I felt so bad last night. So bad. Right before I went to bed last night and the night before, I’ve been so emotional. I think it has to do with the stress and anxiety that I’ve had lately. I’m burn out. And so lonely. Now, don’t get me wrong, I’m not a drama queen. It seems as though I always want what I can’t have….Everything is hitting me all at once. But it’s okay.

I am hoping I win this contest I found online. It’s called "Sing in the Shower" and the winner gets tickets to the American Idol finale and $5,000!! I so hope I win. You have a choice of singing only like 4 songs in the shower and they judge based upon creativity and style only. I can’t sing, but I sure can ham it up.

Well, it looks like maybe New Jersey is out of the picture. I have to come up with something else. I’m already making a list of things in which to bring! LOL! I so cannot wait.

Oh, yeah….another patient at work loves me! LOL! Oh my! Yesterday he was singing, "Stephanie! Stephanie!" down the hallway and today he was singing some song about being lonely. Then he saw me and said, "Good Mornin’ Stephanie!" and then he was in the laundry room with me and started singing the Stephanie song again. I was so happy that I was dancing a jig (literally) at work and Donny saw me! I thought I would die! He said, "You’ve been caught dancing!" I was so embarrassed. He said, after a pause, "Don’t worry. Someone caught me doing the same thing yesterday!"

Love Always,

~Steph~