Update.

My body still feels traitorous.  I can’t even walk my handstand fifteen yards.  I collapsed.  I’m just so… tired and out of shape.  Yea, I was REALLY sick.  Now, little things take extraordinary effort and energy.  I know I have to start at the beginning again but it’s just hard to accept.  I don’t WANT to start at the beginning.  I’ve been working my ass off for so long to get so far ahead.  : /  I have allergies right now, too, so that doesn’t help.  😛 

I still count my blessings. 
Things can ALWAYS be worse.

I’m doing good on this whole bulimic thing, though.  Except for feeling really hormonal and obsessing over the fact that I’m getting fat… there’s hope for me yet.

Well, of course.  There’s always hope.

And within hope, there is strength.

My b-day is in just over 2 weeks.  :O  It’s on a Monday- silly!  Hehe.

Peace and health.
INMATE

 

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March 25, 2008

What up lette! Saw you on the frontpage.. just wanted to say hi. 🙂 MMFWCL

March 25, 2008

!!!! birthday! birthdays are good times, and you wont be a teenager anymore 🙂 i’m glad to hear you’re doing better.

March 25, 2008

well happy early bday, and good luck with everything…the psychopathic thing caught my eye so i thought i would leave a note…peace…mcl…

March 25, 2008

Be gentle with yourself as you regain your strength. Way to go on the bulimia!! You can soooooo do this!!!! Big hugs!

March 26, 2008

It seems like something’s just been going around Austin. I caught something last week, and another something yesterday, but they both only lasted about a day.

March 26, 2008

You can walk 15 yards on your hands? That’s insane! Happy Birthday early!

March 26, 2008

Nothing wrong with a little fat, just think of it as a transition to a bit more muscle! ^__^

March 27, 2008

im suffering for spring allergies…its hurendous..however you spell it…you would think someone drugged me and I got high off of pepper or something.. *gags*

March 27, 2008

I walked on my hands once. Then my fingers started to hurt profusely. Probably the gravel that was stuck in my shoes cutting into them. Anyway, I fell on my butt too many times, & people laughed at the sight of me hunched over, butt stuck in the air & walking on my fingers. Alas, I stopped, realizing-I had no reason to act so goofy. Keep smiling my dear friend, Inmate, keep smiling!!!

March 27, 2008

Glad you are on the road to recovery

March 27, 2008

Wait…is recovery even the right word for that? I don’t know