SYTYCD… 3rd time’s the charm! *EDIT*

Exhausted.  Had dance convention through the weekend again.
Went as a teacher though and I was the youngest one in the room.  It was a little odd… teachers have a tendency to get old and out of shape and stuffy.  I was all bouncing around like I normally do. 

RUN RUN RUN RUN SET DIVE ROLL!  RUN RUN RUN.  Rather like Sonic the Hedgehog, now that I think about it, since I’m so short.
The other teachers were probably like, "Who let THAT freak into the teacher room?" 
LOL.

The hip hop teacher, the first 8 counts he taught, pointed at me, freaking out and had me come up on stage with him. 
I kept forgetting it when I was performing right next to him.  Well, more so it was just that I wasn’t on.  My brain went on automatic overload.
Eventually he kicked me back off the stage but he watched me throughout the rest of the class.  At the end he said he really liked my dancing. 
That was GREAT. 

So You Think You Can Dance auditions are being held in DALLAS in January.  It’s the first city on their list.
You bet your ass I am GOING. 
If not for myself, then for Shane Sparks.  Because I am praying he will remember my dancing and be like, Hey.  I remember you.  Welcome  back.  We’re going to put you through this year.
Watch… Shane Sparks won’t be at Dallas.  It’ll be Wade Robson or something.  Well, I took class from him at the Pulse so I’ll be less nervous now than if I saw him for the first time judging my performance. 

I am going to do hip hop.  That’s what sells, eh?  Me standing around my hands, too.  Yep.  And I am going to be the shit. 
Maybe if I go into it being slightly egotistical it will give me the edge I need.  Heh.  Isn’t dancing great?

I KNOW I can do it.  I KNOW it.  I just have to trust myself and stop THINKING about it.  When I think about things (or think about thinking about things)… that’s when I get into trouble! 

This is my last week of classes, so it will be relatively lower stress.  THANK God.

Kelly is back in town for a few weeks!  I saw him yesterday.  : )  It was happy.  I was exhausted, running on about 3 cups of coffee and a Rockstar (and like, half a Papa John’s pizza…) but I had to see him! 
It was great.  I missed him.  Lots.

INMATE 

Wearing::  Black sweatpants with IMAGE down the side, hot pink shirt that says ‘THE PULSE’ on the front and ‘CREW’ on the back.
Last ate::  A cup of coffee.  And some more pizza.  Hawaiian BBQ.  DROOL
Feeling::  Alright.  Tired as all get out.

Once again, I just haven’t had the energy, haven’t had the heart or the character to really note or respond to notes.  With everything going on, sometimes it’s just all I can do to write an entry.  You know? 
So just… thanks.  A big hug to all of y’all who still read my random drivel…
Plus, I don’t have a computer at home.  I told my dad that my Xmas present from him is that he can find me a really awesome deal on a good laptop and then he can take me to go buy it.  And that would be all I would need.
He agreed… but I don’t know if it will happen.  I hope it does.  I don’t have the patience, nor know enough about computers to get something that will excel in the areas that I need.
I told my dad that I need to burn/edit music, have internet connections, and play the SIMS.  That’s it.
He laughed at me.  Both my parents think the SIMS is silly.
But I have the SIMS Rockstar version!  😀  How awesome is that?  I mean, REALLY now!