Pregnancy results for the ones that wanted to know

Okay . . . for all the people that were wondering if I was pregnant, I’m here to announce that . . .
no, I’m not pregnant. I took another test a few days ago. I was a bit disappointed though. Actually, quite disappointed.
My younger cousin is having another baby, she’s 9 weeks. A childhood friend is having a baby.My best friend is pregnant. I can count on one hand all the people that are about to have kids, but I actually want to have kids, it doesn’t happen for me. What the hell are these people doing?
All these people on welfare that aren’t doing anything with their lives and are having kids left and right, but I want ONE child and it doesn’t happen.

I hope my friend comes down for my birthday thats coming up in a few weeks (June 6) so we can try again. Maybe it wasn’t supposed to happen this time.*sighs* I’m doing the best I can and things still doesn’t go right for me. I’m now working 2 jobs, going to school, working on other things. I’m doing what I need to do . . .
I’m not going to worry about it. It’ll happen when its time I guess. As for the 2 jobs, I got on at Kmart as an unloader. I figure the more money I can make
between the two jobs, the faster I can get things accomplished. I’m still not going to be able to reach the 40 hour mark because I’m only getting 30 hours between the two jobs, but if I can get some extra hours from either one, that would be good.
I’m still doing okay in school, trying to keep my grades up (which isn’t easy when theyre online) but still, a 74% and a 86% isn’t too bad I’d say.

Anyway, I’m going to get off here. I’ll write more in a few days. Take care!