Crying In The Shower

You know, the weirdest thing about crying in the shower is you don’t realize that you’re crying until you try and swallow and get that tight ass knot in your throat. I could feel the tears start up as soon as I started walking around my room. So, I turned the knob on hot, turned the shower on and started to wash up. I fought it, covering my face in hopes it was just the water running but nah, it was me.
The feeling of sadness and hopelessness I felt was too much. I felt depressed and angry all at the same time.
I was angry at Tim for not really caring enough and acting as if everything is alright between him and I. I was sad because I felt like I was stuck and was basically getting nowhere. I cried for a good 10 minutes before deciding to finish washing up. I got out, wiped my face off and proceeded to get dressed . . .I’m so ready to be happy again.