Wow its been awhile

What can I say? Its been at least 7 + months since I’ve written anything in here and I apologize to my readers. (If I have any left LOL)
So I’m sure you want to know whats been going on. I’m going to try and catch you up in just a few sentences so we won’t get mixed up.
Im still in college, though I’m currently on spring break (wohoo!) I’m enjoying this BEAUTIFUL weather we’re having here in OH.
I recently had a birthday so I’m a year older now. (Don’t know about being much wiser yet . . .)
BF’s still at his job, he’s trying to hired on permanently. To be honest with you, I’m getting tired of hearing about it. All he’s been saying for the past few months is how he wants to get hired on. Not to be mean or anything, I just get tired of hearing it almost everyday.
As for me, I’m working next to the college, at a daycare center. Its an interesting job to say the least. I also got a chance to get an interview at the UPS here in town. I’m hoping I get the job so I can at least keep this one and go to that one at night possibly and still be able to do my homework for school.

Also to add, I’ve been getting guys asking me for my number. One guy stepped up on the porch and was talking to my grandmother about some meter bill and we started talking while she went to the back to search for her bill. He then said he was going to give me his number so he did. Not sure what to make of his name though. Shadeed. African name maybe? Very cute guy though. I might give him a call . . . or I might just wait for him to call me.
Yes, I know I have a boyfriend. My mother always said to keep your options open and that’s what I’m doing.
BF’s doing the same thing that he did last year. Left me hanging for my birthday and expected me to be fine with it. He actually had the nerve to get upset when I asked him why he didn’t sing me happy birthday while I was driving him to work. He claimed it was because his tooth was hurting. Okay…but you’re talking to me but yet you can’t do something as little as sing to me and your ass forgot to get me a birthday card at least? Wow.
Yeah, so I’m definately keeping my options open. Oh yeah and on top of that, one of my friends from Columbus was suppose to come down for my birthday. Guess what? They never showed up. Never called to say WHY they couldn’t come. So I left a msg on their Facebook page. No response. So I said forget it. Next year, I’m going all out. I don’t care if I’m with Tim or not. I don’t care if anybody calls me or not. I’m doing me next year. I don’t give a shit anymore. I’m getting too old to be treated as if I’m less than a woman. Or maybe that could be the problem. They think because I’m a woman I don’t deserve special treatment because we expect it on our birthday. Well if that’s the case, so be it. I’m doing me from now on.

Anyway I’m going to get off here. I promise I won’t leave you hanging for so long. Thanks for letting me vent!

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June 10, 2010

Don’t recall reading you before… did you change your name?

June 10, 2010

Oh wow it has been a while. I just don’t get why you’d need to find someone else to be able to leave the man u have now, u do not need anyone sweetie. I was a bit surprised you’re still with him, but I can’t talk much, I’ve had my on and off issues with Jay and we’re still together lol it’s one of those things that only we get. Good luck with the job! 🙂 I worked at a day care b4. I liked it.