Not getting any better
I figured this year would give me a chance to do better. Its going into February. Its not getting any better.
Yet, strangely, no worse either. I still owe the guys insurance (rounded off) about $8000. I don’t even have $800 in my bank account. I have no job so whatever money he thinks he’s going to get, well, good luck to him.
I applied at the FedEx Freight for a dockworker position, though I haven’t done any lifting besides lifting glass trays at my last job but hey, it wouldn’t hurt to try.
I’m still trying to get my dad into the conversation of me going to Houston for awhile. Not permanently. (At least I don’t think.) I just want to get all this crap off of me and start my life. Lately, I wondered what it would be like to rent my own home and pay my own bills. Not just my cellphone bill but lights and all, and yes, that may sound weird that I would WANT that…but I want my independance. I haven’t gotten it and I’m 23. I feel like I’m not getting anywhere.
The bills aren’t fun, but the independence is. Houston isn’t far from me, I always have a good time when I go there. I also would like to just move away and try something new, unfortunately the need for independence has come and gone for me.
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hey honey, i know exactly how you feel, my parents paid off my credit card bill, i’m living in their basement…. and their paying for my school… i would love to do it all on my own.. but i can’t…. i litterally can’t… i want to… more than anything… it will come in time… independance… it just.. takes time…
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