Last Entry About Dyrell

Well I had been talkin to Dyrell up until about a week ago. I went out and bought him lunch during his break. He offered me 20 to pay for it but I didnt have any change so he didnt pay me. I didnt mind. Then a couple of days later, I texted him jokingly saying, " Where my lunch at?" He called me back cussing at me saying, " What the Fuck you mean, where my lunch at." I was caught off guard, I didnt know how to respond so I told him I was playing then he said he would call me back later. After I hung up I got really mad and I decided not to call him back anymore. What perfect time than now to end things. It will be hard as hell, seeing him at work everyday but Ive been single all my life so now Im back to being single again. Should be use to it by now. I know the best thing for me is ti stop seeing him and thats what my mind is telling me but my emotions tell me otherwise. I just have to rememer to pray that God helps me forget him and that there is someone better than that out there for me. Someone beyond my wildest dreams!