Dyrell Smith Again

I still see Dyrell. Ive been seeing him since Christmas and I am still infatuated with him. I cant help it. I like him so much. Im worried that if I like him too much I wont be able to pull myself away from him. I usually am able to keep myself from liking guys too much but there is something about this guy that makes me smile everytime I think about him. I love being with him and I even love having sex with him even more. Which is really rare for me. The only other guy I actually enjoyed sex with was Vince. I havent like anyone like him since Vince. I thought I would never like anyone like this ever again.  I want to see him again,