There again.

Well, I am in that funk again. I have vowed to myself ( & now I guess to you ) that I will not wind up in the hospital again. I am so depressed & miss Shannon so much. I have fallen into the dark hole again.

Morris says for me to such snap out of it the same as always. I try so harsd to think straight. My head is so screwed up. I am tired, ralley tired of trying to just get by for a week every six weeks.

My doctor said now that I regonize my cycle that I should be begin to take control of it. I think I might need to get some therepy ….. I have to be able to have the energy to start.

I’ll just think about it tomorrow.

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Methinks you need a doggie fix. Can you petsit for someone for a week or so? I think it would do you well to have a furry friend, not to replace Shannon, but to provide unconditional companionship, until you can get your bearings. I know how you feel. I miss my last doggie something awful. If I pet a dog of the same breed, it gives me comfort. *hugs*

January 3, 2006

I hope you feel better soon.

January 3, 2006

Hugs!