Sorry

for yesterday guys! I think it was down to homesickness and also some kind of stress overload from my return to work.
God only knows. I certainly don’t.
Thanks a load for your concern though 🙂 It did cheer me up a bit.

Anyhow, I’m much chirpier today and not just because of the fucking awesome date I just got home from ;D
My first full shift on the ward went fine so it’s okay. Things to sort out still but yeah, anyway. All good really.

So this date yeah? It’s been two weeks since the first one and we both kind of got busy, ‘s why it took long to organise another one. So he initiated all the hand holding. Which is nice, like, I wasn’t really sure how to show my interest? I dunno. Kind of worried he’ll think I’m not interested.. Although I DID hold his hand. A lot. And when we parted at the station there was some snogging 😀 So yeah, I don’t really think he could mistake that for me not being interested.. It was hinted that the next date would be a movie date. At his house.. !!!! Yeah, I’ll freak out when it comes to it and worry about my small boobs then. The excuse is that I haven’t seen several Tom Hanks movies that he seemed fairly horrified about.
I’d like to think I’m making assumptions that won’t be true about going to his house but come on. Needs are needs and he is a total babe. I don’t really plan on doing a whole lot of controlling myself tbh.

Gotta sort out my shift pattern now. Man I hope it matches up… x