[Grumble]

OH MY GOD.

Could she be any more irritating?!

Ok. I’m probably being unreasonable and mean and selfish. My mum I’ve talked about before, she’s on a billion pills for depression, having bad knees, to prevent another stroke etc. But she’s a fucking pain sometimes. Seriously. I think the stroke she had a couple years back now affected more than just her eyesight. I think it did something else. I don’t know what. She’s more disorganised and sometimes she acts like a sodding child. She gets all whiney and stroppy and loud. Sometimes even in public. But you can’t say anything, because otherwise she’ll burst into tears. Which is EVEN worse.

I HATE physical contact with her. I have no idea why. But I do. I hate hugging her, I hate having to do daughterly things like kiss her on the cheek and urgh. My sisters are like, Clem, just deal with it. Yeah. I’m know I’m a shit person. But I try! Seriously I do! I’m still looking forward to moving out because of it.

My parents think I just want to move out for Uni now because I’m just at that stage, I am. But I also am desperate to escape. I love my family. But more often than not, I cannot stand them. At all. As much as I love my younger sister and I’ll miss her terribly, she’s been so incredibly obnoxious and arrogant recently. She’s on a load of prozac for her own depression but, I know, again, this is bitchy, but if sheSERIOUSLY wanted to get better, she’d take her fucking pills when she’s supposed to.

Just a rant. Sorry.

{EDIT} On my Mum, she was actually adopted and my Grandma is Queen Bitch of EVER!