HAHAHA

I am so loving him.

He came over today and i had a bit of a weird out again…But We lay together which was really nice and I talked to him about it a bit which was a relief. But then.. Heh. About an hour later I pretty much fucked him like he deserved. Which was pretty good. ><!! Um yeah. I love him ^^

SO I’m going to visit DMU tomorrow, check out the Uni and stuff. Going on the train. Gonna try and finish my sewing.

I really want to do some public art. I was sitting with him in the park once, and the shadows of the trees on this big white board were SO awesome. If I’d had my charcoal or some graphite I would have drawn round them with him, but I didn’t. So we couldn’t. But something like that where people can see it, and think, who? You know? I love stuff like that. Especially when it’s annonymous.

God I miss him so much..

He made me play a little piano for him earlier. I wasn’t very good, I haven’t played in ages. SO even though he said it sounded incredible, I’m going to practice my favourite Chopin specially for him. I want him to proud of me. I want to earn his respect and stuff not just have it automatically from being a berk.

I spoke to T, and he said he was very happy that I’d finally found who/what I needed. And I have, I’ve found way more than I’ve ever needed or wanted OR deserved, He is brilliant. I love him.

xx