New York

Was really fucking awesome!! It’s like London but a billion times bigger!! Lol. It was SO great <3 I loved it. I can’t even express… Why aren’t I living there already!?!? Lol. Photobucket is down, else I’d put up some of my photographs.

We went to loads of restaurants, all shitty in their own ways <3 lol. Saw loads of stuff, went up the Empire State Building, MoMA, Metropolitan Museum. Saw art I thought I’d never EVER see. So I’m a happy bunny ^^

So, I met this guy I’d not spoken to before, on the course. I mean, he’s really hot, and as far as I can tell everything I’ve ever wanted, so when he asked me out, I didn’t hesitate.. I’v also slept with him already but I really don’t feel like going into that.. Um.. So. I dunno. I feel so.. Inferior. So inadequate. he’s so kind and thoughtful and consciencious. he’s hot, he’s into music, he’s an incredible artist and musician. I just. Urgh.       I dunno. I feel like I don’t deserve to love him.

I’m a bit lost right now.