Fucking shit.

So he has a Non-specific Urethral infection. Which basically means, he’s slept with someone who has Chlamydia or a similar STI. I’m making an appointment this week to get a check. I don’t know how I could possibly have picked something like that up. Tully may have it, but that’s a pretty much zero chance. I think it must have been his ex, who he broke up with a week before he met me. Symptoms can be dormant for months, and anyway, she’d deserve it for being such a bitch to him.

I don’t know. He’s hardly talking to me, and has decided he can’t trust anyone ever again. I don’t know what to do?! He thinks I’ve cheated on him, which is how this whole infection thing has come about. But I haven’t!! I don’t even look at other men! I’m not interested in meeting anyone else! I only want him. ANd this is hurting so much..

xx