Urgh

I haven’t felt this sad, since forever.

Things between myself and the guy from Norwich are officially not happening. I just went to far, too quickly.

I think I’ll call work. And say i’ve come down with a terrible cold and won’t be able to waitress tonight. I’d feel bad about it. But I’m so miserable I dont think I could face work. Plus, my nose is totally blocked it might be convincing.

I don’t know.

Everything sucks.

x

EDIT: Know what really fucks me off? Is that my sister was like, yeah yeah I’ll be home to dog walk. So. I called her. to check. Just now. And she’s in the fucking cinema. Today is the shittest day. Why does no one care? Why is everyone so incredibly inconsiderate. And you know what? I can’t even get stroppy at her for it . Because she’s depressed, and she’s finally got friends to go out with and all that other shit. but when I’m out, but have to returm for dog walking and am late, everyone cares, everyone’s pissed off and stroppy, and openly so. I’m made of fail.

Not to mention my ex is being all like, god I can’t talk to you, I still love you.

WHO THE FUCK AM I?