Friends with Benefits
Oh Brother!!! So I spent the weekend with Robert, we had a good time until he had to go and screw it up. We went and saw Underworld Friday (I fell asleep, its not really my type of movie.) When we got home, he lit some candles and seriously asked if he was going to get some, and I told him I didn’t plan on it because it really does nothing for me but if he wants to then sure. He got the Trojan from his closet and lubbed up with some KY Jelly (still don’t know why he has it if I’m supposed to be the only one.) Since this was our 3rd time together, it still hurt a bit to do it with me on the bottom so we switched and when he finally came, I asked him if that was it but I let him know that I was only doing it for him. As he took of the used condom, when he went to the bathroom, I lay there naked and thinking. When he came back to the room I asked him how many friends with benefits he has and he told me I was the only one. I went to sleep and cried.
Saturday we spent the day running errands, when I told him I was going to go, he asked me if I had to leave and I told him no, so I stayed. I didn’t bother cuddling with him because I don’t cuddle with my friends, instead I slept on my side of the bed. Sunday morning when I woke up I cuddled with him for a while. When I got out of bed I only had my shirt and underwear on, he turned around and asked if I was going out of the room like that. I told him his roommate (Chris) was taking a shower.
First he says we’re dating then he says we’re friends with benefits. Which is it. I figured that I’ll be a smart ass like I am with all my friends and I guess he couldn’t take it. He said that I keep dissin’ him so I told him I treat all my friends the same way. Yesterday we ran errands before the super bowl and our final stop was Ralphs. I asked him if I could use his cell phone and he asked me if I was going to call my other man. No, but I don’t understand what we are. Are we dating? Are we friends with Benefits? Is he my man? He said he’s waiting for me to ask but of course I said that I didn’t plan on it and that he could ask me. Right before I left he gave me a hug and asked if he should walk me to my car and I told him it wasn’t necessary because I know where I parked.
He always says that he will never intentionally hurt me and he always asks if I would go to NY with him but I don’t know, I always tell him that it depends on our status. I would just like to know where we stand because I am not in the habit of sleeping with my friends.
And about V-day, I’m still not sure if we should make plans, I mean if we’re just friends then why should I assume that he does or doesn’t have plans.