What does THAT mean pt 2

So Wensday, I see him on campus and he literally sits across the campus from me.  So at around 11, I get up to go into the bldg and then they come across to where I was and play some sport. I thought hmmm, strange. He usually comes and sits by the enterance of the bldg but he didn’t.  I surmised that he was playing me so I was so beyond done then. Hurt, but beyond done. If you wanted to get rid of me, why not just say so. You don’t have to play me! So I spoked to T who was over there talking to him and I say umm why are you even talking to him when he doesn’t want you in his face. He says, thanks and I reply no prob, that was free and keep going. I caught his eye and he caught mine so he knew I knew but IDC. I kept going. I don’t need to be told a second time when I’m not wanted! So flash forward to like 11pm that night. I get a call from Harry who’s like we’re at the Hooka lounge and you should come. I wasn’t really feeling up to it. So I wan’t going to go and make an excuse later for it. I was hoping my gf’s would be there but they aren’t. It’s just HIM. As I throw on some clothes Harry calls again! Hurry up cuz someone wants to do shotguns with you! I really wasn’t going to go then, but I decided to show that I was the bigger person so I get there by 12. Our friend had to leave at 1230 so it was just HE and I. Then it starts. He asked me why did I date white guys and I was like I just do and blah blah blah but the bad part is he tells me in so many words that he does like me and he’s playing hard to get! WHAT????? You mean this entire time you DID like me but wanted to play hard to get! He also tells me in so many words: his house is ok to screw in, his parents are dying to meet me, if I wanted to spend the night and have breakfast with his parents in the morning I could and there are several places on campus we could screw at also. My place is out because I have a cat and he’s allergic to them. I was like damn and the bad part, I did only ONE shotgun with him and I’m mad cuz when we do our shot guns, we get close to kissing but not and that is so cool to me. We both want to but we don’t. I love it  and I got the feeling he did too. SO it’s set that we go to Hooka on Monday and if we do, shotgun city, he we come! It makes me feel like I man finally get my man! I do like him and I think we’ll make a good couple but I think the race card is here, although I’m hoping not. I hope he’s not that racist! LOL We’ll see on Monday……………..

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June 15, 2008

hmmm, just read this entry. good luck!