I guess!

What the hell is it going to take??!! Last week no the week befor last, we hit it off or so I thought! I called him and he calls me back and what the hell am I doing? He’s 21 and yes I am older than him but I still like him. He’s whie and I’m mixed so part of me does think race is playing a factor here. I have been trying to get him to hang out with me since the weeks before classes ended but he said so much has come up and blah blah blah. Part of me thinks I’m putting too much into it. The rest of me thinks that he’s just being nice. Like today when we talked he admitted he had went out with a friend from hs and she was all over him and I was like I have been trying to get you to hang out wth me but I get the voicemail (I didn’t say that to him though). A part of me was hurt but I played it off like why didn’t you yadda yadda yadda but he said he’s not that type. So I changed the topic to cover my hurt. I want to tell him my intentions but then I don’t. I never told my Walmart crush and now here this is. He knows I like him and he said that he never gave me a hint that he doesn’t like me. He also said a friend of ours senses something there between us too. I guess he does. When we went out the week before last I think he sat by me and kept me from Harry. So I guess. If it will be then it will. I hope it does. Summer starts on the 12th and we have class at the same time so I’ll see then.