Damn the Canadians!!!
So now after I get over that crush with this one canadian… here comes an italian canadian to mess my world up! Fucking Knucks! So dare I tell about this new guy that I like? Well, we started out great friends and he was dating someone as was I then he broke up then so did I then we got someone else and now we are BOTH single and we like each other I think. I know I like him and I think he likes me but the problem is that his ex is one of like a good friend of mine and I have been hinting to her that what if your friend wanted to date your ex and she says the friend should ask her if she would be ok with it. My theory is I could care less how she feels and he feels the same I do. We like each other and get this he’s white and younger than me! I am really like not stuck on this age thing with him. I was with what’s his name….. TIm! Why did I forget that? He just called me this morning. Weird. But with Sweet Cheekz, we laugh and kid and hang out. I think it has something to do with sex though. Do you know he has my black card? He listens to more rap than I do and knows more about it than me! It makes me mad but he says if we hook up, he’ll lose his white card! Why? Because people will look at him like what is THIS white guy doing in the hood! For the record, I don’t live in the hood! The city has a bad rap! He has more bass in his car than I do fucking eh knuck! I do like him though and everyone sees that there is something going on with us. We are just friends at this point. We have discussd taking it farther like last night. We were on the phone til 130 am just talking and I tired to get him to do something to himself. I bet he did too after he hung up with me! I’m going to tease him about it tomorrow! I have some strawberries and whip cream I’m going to tease him and eat infront of him in a suggestive manner just to get a rouse out of him. We like doing those little things to each other. He’ll throw something at me and I back at him and we just keep going! He’s tall as hell too and he’s white! That’s my fav part! AM I dating him for his race? Maybe. I did say I wanted a white guy, but it’s not just from that. We get along great. Some of the same likes and dislikes interests and people see us together and are like there is something there with those 2. Like yesterday and I am gushing some over him! Does it sound like I’m gushing? I do like him. He has the prettiest grey eyes and I think one is green. I try not to look him in the eyes a lot cuz I get the feeling he can like see through me and see that I like him. I think our friends know too. He says he doesn’t care what they think and neither do I. Our friends accept us for us and we are all set to hang out Sat so if all goes accoding to plan tomorrow, we might be official.