The up and up.

Well I get this email from OD that says my user name and password is blah blah blah and I’m like I know that. That means someone has been trying to access my diary online now. Weird things have beeen happening to me. For one, my underwear new and used have come up missing. Brand new clothing and worn clothing has come up missing as well. At first, I though it was just me being careless and I’ll find them if I clean it up my room but I was wrong. Someone WAS breaking into my house and taking my personal effects. James thinks it’s Willie and I think it is him too. Either him or James himself. Either way it’s cool. It’s materialistic stuff and I have more than enough men to have them buy replacements. So who ever is taking them, so what. There is only one thing that they can take from me and good luck trying to get that! Nothing but haters! He’s probably mad that I look better than Ms. Piggy he married and that I’m happy and he can’t do anything abut it. I have lost to date 40 lbs and I’m still going. I have like 60 lbs to lose so by November I’ll be ready for the trip. We’re going to the Bahamas and yes I will be in a 2 peice! I wish I could go with my LP but he and I have parted ways. I’m still in love with him. I loved him for him with his sexy Polish self and I know he loves me. I feel it everytime we talk. In Nov, I’m going to send him one last pic of me at my final stage. Just to show him. In the mean time, I’ve written a last ditch letter to Knick. I have always liked him and that was before the weight loss. He just looks great now and I just want to let him know how I’ve always felt. I hope it works. Back to the loser and his piggy. I think it was them that were taking my things. He wishes his wife could wear the thongs that I do and the clothing I do. He’s taking it to hurt me and it’s not working so IN YOUR WANNA BE REVEREND FACE!!!!! AND IN YOUR MS. PIGGY SNOUT!!!!! But I do have a great guy in my life right now although he’s a little on poor and ghetto side but he makes me feel like I’m the only person in the world and that’s what I’ve been lacking in my life. Yes he’s cheating on me as I am him but I still like him. I’ve just come to this point that no matter what men will cheat despite how good a woman I am and that is dishearting. I wanted someone to spend my life with, but do you know how many times I’ve been approched by married men and how many I’ve slept with before and after finding out they are married??!!?? It has been a lot! Why do I even want to be like those dumb women who think their husband will be faithful and finding out he’s not and I still keep him anyway! That is just beyond me!! SOOOOOO instead, I’ll just continue to be a player. If I get Knick, I will stop. Yes I like him that much. I will go back to my compsition in a moment but I had to check on my diary and see if all was o.k. and it is so that’s all there is and Peace out!!!!