Gettin’ caught up

Well, what has been going on w/ me? The usual. Well, not so usual. I’m 14% on my way to my weight loss goal. I’ve been doing my HHA pratically everyday and watching what I eat. I feel good. Everyone I see is like OMG! You are losing weight! I LOVE it. Then I met this great guy. We hit it off completely. He’s smart, funny, witty, sarcastic and well, my soulmate, Why am I not completely happy? He’s married. I met him on a married website We’re in love with each other and he and I both know it. We also know not to act on it due to the nature of our delicate situation so we decided to be friends. How do you remain friends with your soulmate? Well, read my diary at a future date to find out. As of yet, I still have no clue how to, but we’re going through it. In my mind, even if he were to divorce his wife and be with me, I wouldn’t committ. He’s a confessed cheater! Why would I set myself up for failure?!?!! Now the icing the cake, I’ll give you a hint. (Song) You know I really really like you. YOU KNOW I REALLY REALLY LIKE YOU. Yes! I have the BLACKBERRY CURVE AND IT IS ALL I EVER DREAMED OF!!!!! I love that PDA! It is not just a phone. No, no. It is more than that. It is my one true love! KGB has nothing on my Curve Classes are set to start on the 27th. I’m ready too. I failed those last 2 classes so in the spring, I’ll see them again. God, I hate math and stats. I can’t wait to finish those two. Then we found a kitten in 100 degree weather under someone’s car in the parking lot of AJ Wright. So we named her AJ. Then my sis is pregnant and due the end of Sept. Yeah shes a slut lol. Then KGB just hit me on my Berry to tell me Nickelback’s Far Away is on- the first song I heard playing when he first texted me. He said Nickelback’s Far Away is on WHY??? I told him to tell him something. I know he loves me and he knows I love him. What more is there to tell. James hates it. He knows how I feel about KGB and he wishes it was him. Yes. James bought me the Curve but that means nothing to me. As much as Ive done for him, nigga please! He’s so very jealous and for once I have someone I connect with. I mean we just sync up so very well, it’s amazing.  Dude, so much in so little time. I know. KGB I call him Little Panther, so Little Panther and I do this thing where it’s like this. I have this bad habit of saying Tell Me About It so he’ll repeat what he said before I said tell me about it. It’s cute when he does it but annoying when other  do it. I just like Little Panther so much. It has nothing to do with the fact that he’s older than me by 10 years nor the fact that he’s whute nor the fact that’s he’s 6’1” nor that he’s Polish. He just completes me. Does it sound like I’m obsessing? Maybe I am. I just hate that I erased all his emails and texts and threw away the cookie he bought me and the souviner tickets from our first date.

So dear friend. That’s it for now. I’m sure in a few months I’ll be talking about how much I hate Little Panther and how I wish I’d never caught feelings but even if I do, I’m not ashamed of falling for someone like Little Panther. He really is a great guy.

Bisous, Mon Amie.