Malaise of springtime days

I still haven’t quite figured this one out. I have absolutely nothing to do these days, and yet I do absolutely nothing. It makes a little too much linear sense. This is the reason deadlines and time pressures exist. People need these constructs to act in a temporally rational way. Take today for example. I woke up at 11AM. I ate a bowl of cereal while reading my various websites/news/etc. Then I did my laundry that I was too lazy to do last night. By the time I was done with laundry it was around 2:45 or 3. I had fooled around the internet that whole time, and made a quick salad for a snack as well. I wrote a couple of emails back and forth with my dad and aunt, trying to plan a family get-together for this weekend. Then somehow it was 4, and I was already getting a little hungry, so I decided to forego the gym to hit the grocery store and re-stock for the next couple of days. I got back around 5 with groceries in hand, and wanted to get the chicken marinated so in the fridge it went, and dinner was officially on the clock. I made nominally a 3 course meal, with: toasted rosemary focaccia bread sprinkled with some italian cheese, a spinach salad with green pepper, roma tomatoes and cucumbers with ranch dressing, chicken marinated in italian dressing with some asian rice. After I ate and put away all the dishes, it was probably 7. It’s now 11:30. In these past 4.5 hours i watched some TV, messed around the internet more, and…. that’s it. I am still planning on watching a movie, and by the time it’s done i’ll probably tool around the internet a little more then go to sleep. I think if you want an example of "inefficiency" it couldn’t be better stated. Let’s recap….

No job, but didn’t look for a job. Didn’t go to the gym. Didn’t do anything social. It was a total waste of a day. And this is more or less my standard day. Too be fair, I do go to the gym most days, and usually do social stuff a couple of days a week, but still. It’s not very inspiring.