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maybe, but i had 2 friends kill themselves, and everyday i cant forget. But they both saved me eh, because i was suicidal and shit, but they showed me how many people actually do care, where as when your in the mind, feels like nobody. they both showed me that everyones life effects another, but of those who care, though times life blows, i stick it for those around me….weird..im high

January 21, 2007

its weird. i feel bad, but i feel no sympathy for people who want to kill themselves. to me its an incredibly selfish gesture. granted, this coming from the guy that didn’t want to make it though high school… lol hope things are well. *hugs* – noah

January 22, 2007

If my friend did commit suicide, I don’t think I would forget it. But I do think it is selfish also. It’s hard. Sometimes, they think no one cares, and they’re missing out in the end.

January 22, 2007

Everything will be okay.

January 23, 2007

Hmm… This summer someone jumped off a bridge and landed on the street about 70 yards from the parking lot at my work… I went up to see what the commotion was about and saw the body lying in the road. Everytime I drive under that bridge I get a visual…I will certainly never forget that… Thanks for your notes =) I’m going to start catching up on your entries! Take is easy.

January 25, 2007

ryn: i would imagine its similar. it usually takes me about 2 months to learn an entire opera. but thats more because i’m lazy than anything else. i’m sure if i really wanted to, i could learn an opera in a couple weeks if i had to. (which, Falstaff is quickly getting to that stage) – noah