cutting room floor

youre mindblowing. thats why you tell me you sleep with me.
im a vindictive fuck. thats why you fuck me.
youre not nearly what i crave.
your rehearsed seductions are meaningless..
especially coming from a whore like you.
still, im wet.
tongues lashing and clothes tossed aside.
and we fuck like this is still our bed.

i light up my cigarette and blow out my dignity.
im sick of smoking out of your bedroom window.

in the movie of my life, i will leave this scene on the cutting room floor.