When life gives u lemons, they come in truckloads.

For the past month, my life has slowly changed. Piece by piece. And the pieces are my heart breaking.

I wonder if Goddess is trying to prepare me for my future as a social worker.

Both of my great grandmothers fell and broke their hips. We found out that my Grandma Great had breast cancer throughout her entire body. She passed away last Sunday.

My other Grandma is in a nursing home. She doesn’t remember who I am. It’s hard to see her with Alzhiemer’s.

My Grandpa has been in and out of the hospital. He went through a 5 bypass surgery over the summer.

My brother told me today that he was going to kill himself after football. My old high school football team (which both my lil bros play) made it State. I’m guessing that’s the only thing he wants to make it through. I’m freaked out. I told him that I want to talk to him and that I was going to call after my night class. He asked me if I told Dad, I said no, but that I still want to talk to him. He said that we didn’t need to talk because he wasn’t going to do it anymore. I called, he didn’t answer. I texted and told him that I wanted to talk and to call me when he is able to (after everyone was not around) and he hasn’t called. I’m so scared.

HELP?!?