So I Wait For the Day..

I’ve had a stressful, but wonderful past two weeks. I quit my internship for reasons that are legit but don’t really want to talk about it. This entry is made for one purpose only. Ben..

I met someone wonderful. Someone who makes me feel giddy inside. The butterflies are back. It’s been so long without them. He makes me so nervous inside. I’m actually scared of what he thinks of me. Could he like someone like me?

He is so open and doesn’t care what people think of him. Every time I’m with him, I want to know more and more. He loves dogs, he loves to love, he cares about his family, wants four kids or so, he’s in a band, he sings, plays guitar, plays keyboard. He’s amazing. He’s someone I could love, but I am so scared of not being able to be that one for him. I really haven’t felt the way I do now since Eric and I first got together.

What should I do?

Love,

Melissa