Sitting, Waiting, Wishing.

Sitting, Waiting, Wishing. Jack Johnson. If that is not the cutest song ever. But ya know..if it was based off my life right now, I’d be Rushing, Waiting, Wishing. Life feels like it’s rushed right now. Maybe if I tried harder on my homework and got it done way before it was due, that might help. I’m waiting on that one, and wishing I could find him. Or have I already? Eric and Rory meant so much to me. Last Friday, while drunk, I told Lace that maybe I had broken up with Rory too soon. Did I really mean that or was that just drunken talk? Lately, I’ve been wanting to talk to him a lot. He’s great for keeping me company. He makes me laugh, which y’all know I love to do that. Honestly though, I can’t figure out whether I love him or not. I guess it’s obvious that I don’t if I don’t even know.  This part of the song "Dance with the One Who Brought You" by Shania Twain makes me think twice…

"You got to dance with the one that brought you
Stay with the one that wants you
The one who’s gonna love you when all of the others go home
Don’t let the green grass fool ya
Don’t let the moon get to ya
Dance with the one that brought you and you can’t go wrong"

The boys here just don’t compare to Rory. I know just from talking to them, they could never treat me as well as Rory. I think he’s got a hold on me.

Anyways, school is going well I guess. My grades are all above a C. Knock on wood. Hope it stays that way.

My friends are the best thing in my life right now. If I would have went to Columbia, would I actually be this happy?

I miss James all the time..and my mom. Well, I miss everyone, but I miss them greatly.

Well, love ya Ms. Diary. I can trust you.