Breathing In.

Ahh. Finally, this semester is almost over, I can breath now. Next week is finals but I was able to exempt all except for my college classes, Bio 102 and College Algebra. I don’t have to take Richards’ final! Yay! And…it’s almost Christmas!

For some reason, I can’t stop thinking about Josh. He keeps running through my mind like crazy ( he’s probably getting tired). He would probably be the perfect boyfriend. Mrs. Sullivan said that he’s "thinking about it." He talked to her Tuesday. I wish he would hurry up and decide! We don’t have much time to actually develop a relationship because of the fact he’s starting college next semester and will be about 4 hours away. It kind of scares me to get into another relationship where I know he’ll be leaving soon. Same thing happened with Eric and within 3 months of being away, he broke up with me. And he was supposedly "in love" with me. What if Josh decides "he’s experiencing something new and just doesn’t want a girlfriend?" Listen to me…I’m already wondering what it will be like in the relationship and he hasn’t even asked me yet.

Tonight is another YA board meeting. Hopefully, it will still be fun. I know we had more people join and these people are the more preppy, irritate-the-heck-out-of-me type.

I think I am truely happy.  It feels good to be alive. Hopefully this feeling stays with me all day.