Wednesday

Yay, its in the middle of the week! As I had already predicted, Brandon has not text me since Sunday. Although I have tried texting him 3 times since then…I know that he is not going to text me back. Just a couple moments ago, I text him and told him that if he wants to do the ignoring thing, tell me that he is, delete my number and I will delete his. It would make it easier on both of us anyway.

 Sometimes..when I write stuff out like this, I can tell it sounds babyish. Sounds immature. But while its happening, I don’t feel that way.

Well, half the school found out about Jerryca already. Her sister’s blaming it on me. First, Andy and I got into another fight and then yesterday I got into a argument with Brittany again. Although I have hard evidence on Britt, she keeps denying it. Its last year all over again. Somehow Britt found out about me drinking and thinks I’m no better than she. Although I have done things she hasn’t, I’ll never be the way she is. I don’t stab friends in the back. I don’t lie to their faces over and over agian.

I want to grow up..