as life goes by

The mumble -jumbled hey-day goes…and things look like clowns dancing….no one hears me cry…the tears fall..and shatter….the screams inside echo on…and the laughter reverberates…reaching out and holding threads…thin little shreds of whats left…looking back..so hard..facing forward unbearable…again facing the darkness it calls my name..and yet..the distant light looks so bright..i shudder knowing the stinging of its burn….oh yeh merry freaking xmas too