yep…again

I haven’t gotten back that desire…the craving to wrtie, the urging to put it all into words.  I have brooded, and held it all in..for some reason not letting anything go.  I’m lost, and confused….torn and shattered..afraid of what may come out…lol..yea i’m afraid of its reality too sometimes.   I have tried desparately to go through scribbled notes, nothing jumping out all these jumbled words.