what’s your addiction?

I can live in the moment.
i’ve become quite good at it.

so why am I addicted to the feeling
(the whispered promise) of future possbility?

creation is another skill of mine.
creation of a desired reality by twisting
the present moment into an upward, forward direction.

see the desired result- see the connection between here and there-
no matter how many crooked intersections or how improbable the route-
see the end, see the path; hold onto it and follow it.

so why do I react more often than I act?

must be my addiction to connecting the future with the present.
when that future arrives, other futures are in sight-
ready to deal another fix.

but what the bleep do i know, anyway?