Please?

Sitting here debating with myself.  What am I supposed to do today?  I’ve always had a plan–always had something to do wheither it’s been school, work, etc.  Now I sit here and stare at this computer monitor at 3am deciding what I should do now.  My life has taken a nasty turn, and I’m not quite sure which way it’s going after this.  I’m just upset and confused.  I feel as if there is a fork in the road and I am about to choose the wrong path.  My future at the moment looks very grim.  I’m stressed out beyond belief, the job aspect looks shady, my car is a POS, I’m worrying about how to pay for groceries and stuff…not to mention I can’t see my pets everyday which saddens me.  They are such happy little animals…all I can do is sit here and put my life in the hands of those that take the employment applications from me.  Please, if anyone has ANY mercy on me, I’ve been through too much to handle rejection, please let me find another pharmacy tech position….please?