Seriously Disturbing

Have you ever had a dream that was animated? Lately I have been having the strangest dreams. Last night I dreamt that Martyn threw all of my stuff out in the yard and told me to go in my room and get everything that I wanted or else he was going to throw it all away. Then, I had a dream about basically the end of the world. The planet was being bombed by something or someone, and they were trying to exterminate EVERYONE. I somehow managed to get my family underground into the basement and we were listening to the muffled screams that eventually died out. After that, then came the poison gas. We covered all of the vents and holes and listened to gasps and chokes. Then, the battery operated radio went dead and we saw the things that were trying to kill us. They told us in our heads that we were going to wish that we had died. Overall, it was really scary and I hate the dreams that continue even if you wake up and go back to sleep. Thats what mine do.

I also had a dream that I was an actress and everyone was asking me who my designer was, which was odd since I don’t care anything about fashion. That’s one of the better dreams, usually they are really vivid and scary. Sometimes I don’t even want to go to sleep. I always have different dreams about me dying. This one dream I’ve had since I was four was of me in the car with someone and driving over a bridge during an accident. We can’t get out of the car and we end up drowning inside. It’s odd. And it makes me break out into a cold sweat everytime I think of it. I don’t want to drown.

Then again, these are probably induced by stress. Who the hell knows? I think I need to go to bed, although I’m dreading what I will dream tonight. Does anyone else feel like that I wonder?