Changes

There will be alot of changes going on around here (like there haven’t been enough already!!). Alot of crap happened with the whole Stephanie friendship and I don’t think we’ll be talkin’ here for awhile. Whatever. I don’t want to get into it.

Derek and I met Kate down at Perkins. It was actually quite nice. Haven’t got to spend a lot of time with either of them for awhile. Kate longer. When I moved we talked here and there randomly, and when I moved back we were with different crowds. And Derek… that’s another story for another time and another place. Brought back the good ol’ days when we all just used to hang out at Perkins and be retards. Kate and Derek together are a riot!!

Anyways, not a whole heck of a lot going on here. I don’t do much these days and that’s fine by me. I put in my hours at work. After work I just want to relax and hang out sometimes. It’s nice not doing anything after working. I could get used to not having friends.. lol. I’m kidding.

Anyways T- I’ve been rereading your entries you wrote to me. Brought back alot of stuff… but now in hindsight, you were right all along… and your advice helped ALOT. I will forever be thankful for your words of wisdom. I wish I knew half the stuff you do. I guess that’s what experiences make you learn. You’ve sure been through alot of the same I have. And that’s nice to know.. even if they were hard times for both of us. Not sure what’s going to happen with Poulas and I, but I know it’s out of my control and that him and I are going to be fine. He calls more now. Which is a good thing. And he talks to me… really talks to me. About what’s going on in that little head of his. And what he’s really feeling instead of skirting around the issue. He shall be fine I think, as long as he gets away from his brother. That’s another story too for another time.

Anyways, I’m going to get going. Just thought I’d get in a quick update. Fixin’ to eat dinner and then read or watch a movie or something. Spending a night at home for once!!

Alissa