Final Pep Band…how sad

Tonight was the final pep band game. I was slightly disappointed only b/c now it’s one less excuse I have to see Pete. But I was sorta happy b/c I hate wearing the shirts. I look so bad in it. Bah! To make matters worse, it was a girls game and those are always much more boring than the boys.

Also, instead of sitting right behind Pete and half the altos, they sat on the right of us. Which totally threw me off. I prefer them sitting in front of us…at least I can look at him since I haven’t talked to him yet.

Oh, sidenote, before school was over, I ran into Nikki and she told me she talked to him 3rd hour in Chemistry and happened to ask him if he was going to Formal. Do you know what he said?! That he wanted to but no one asked him. OMG! I so wanted to ask him but I didn’t think he’d ever wanna go. Doesn’t matter now b/c tickets are sold out. I can’t believe it tho. We’ll just have to go to Prom now..

I talked to David and Sean the whole time. The 3 of us, Craig David and Felicia went to Steak and Shake afterwards. I’ve only been there once or twice, but it’s good there. David and Craig both thought the waiter kept checking them out. What made it really funny was that his name was Rod. hehe. Made me chuckle. I knew this girl, Leah, who was working when she passed by one time and we asked her if he was gay or not. Turns out we were wrong but it was still funny.

After we were done, we all went out to Sean’s car and sat there for 15 min. and finally decided to go to Borders. But once we got there, we left after 10 min. We changed our minds and decided to go to Sean’s house for a movie.

But we had to go back to S&S for Felicia’s car. When we got there, Sean was like, okay, someone go with her. David was like Oh all right and got out. Sean told Craig to go with them too. Half kidding, I was like Should I go to too? He’s like No, I need to talk to you. This frightened me. I was like Oh Crap! It was just the way he said it. Turns out it was just the same ? he’s asked me a lot, which is When am I asking Pete out. I tried explaining to him that I didn’t wanna fuck things up this time. He was just like Uh-huh, sure, okay. He pretended to play the violin too. It made me mad sorta. But he doesn’t know everything that’s happened. And I can see why he did it too. I should. I’ve got nothing really to lose. Heh…I’ve thought that before and got burned… I hate saying I will I will and then not. I’m still sorta afraid too. I know once Pete and I do finally talk and get to know each other more, it’ll be a lot better and easier and I could do it. But it’s the whole “breaking the ice” thing.

We got to Sean’s house. Went up to his room. Which surprisingly looks a lot like how I want mine. He’s got bright blue walls, light carpet, wood furniture, and a white comforter. I’m like whoa, this is deja vu almost. But his blue was a lot brighter than I want. His house is nice. The basement room thing we were in was painted yellow and orange. I was like, that’s so cool that your parents agreed on the colors.

We watched Monty Python (Holy Grail. What else would we watch…it’s always the Holy Grail). My pants were all wet from the snow and they’re too long as it is so I couldn’t really sit comfortably. And I was still in my pep band shirt (bah!) so that’s another thing that added to the uncomfortableness. I was getting kinda cold so i layed my letterman over me and david was sitting on the couch with us, so I finally sat comfortably towards the end of it. When the movie was over and we all got up, part of my hair (which was still up from the concert) i guess fell outta place and David brushed it away. I thought that was really sweet and wished I had s/o to do that for me all the time.

So we left after that. Took Craig David home, then David. I got home at 1. I had a fun night. I wanna do it again sometime. Except the game could be better.