We can Dance All Night

 So, here is the thing.  My head is spinning so fast right now it will be interestion if I am able to get my thoughts out before they run away from me.  So I have to go to court tomorrow, I am held on a panal of perspective jurors for this case that could take up to 6 weeks.  I really can’t offord to be on that jury, but I guess we will see what happens tomorrow.  I am hoping that I will get excused, and I hav ea  lot of things going for me.  I have family in the military and the police forse, one of whom died in the line of duty.  I have been robbed at hunpoint and that really really sucked.  I also have very very strong opinions about homosexuality and “gay bashing” so to speak.  I don’t know.  Oh, and I hate our president, and I’m a passivist.  Did you hear his speach last night?!? I missed it but I read the transcripts.  Is anyone else worried becasue our leader said he was “sorry, but this job is so hard” and that he wished he had gotten some of the questions in advance becasue he doesn’t think well on his feet??  Gee wiz, And I didn’t like him before.  Oh well, what you gonna do.  So anyway, I guess we will see about the jury duty thing.  ug.

Another note, I am finding myselt slipping into a place that I don’t want to be, but I kinda do at the same time.  So there is this guy that is totally not what I need or am looking for in terms of lifestyle and belief… but I am spending more and more time with him and he totally cracks me up.  And the more time I spend with him the more attractice I find him.  And I am started to get this stupid mini crush on him.  And that is bad.  Bad becasue he is, like I said, not right for me, and also because I work with him.  Bad Bad Bad.  I remember this whole crush thing.  I had forgotten about it, it had been so long.  But now that I am feeling it again, I am liking it.  But I don’t like it because it is wrong.  I wish I didn’t have it, but I’m glad I do at the same time.  That doesn’t make sence to me so I am sure that it doesn’t make sence to anyone else, but I can’t help it.  double ug. 

I am listening to the new Janet Jackson CD.  I love her!!!!! And there is this one song that I just can’t stop playing.  It is so good, I just want to go out dancing.  Or think about someone…. triple ug.  This is totally stupid!  I better get to sleep so I can unimpress the judge tomorrow.