BORGORE

What an amazing Thursday I had. Seriously.

No Mitch. Which is what I needed. He realized he had to work at 6 am.

I was at Joes apartment.at 9oclock with 2 Monsters and some cherry vodka. rawr. The cherry vodka he had brought over to my house on our last adventure. We didn’t much then. But we finished off the rest. We chatted a bit, hit the bong. And then walked the 5 blocks to the club.

Walter was still working he would join around 11. There was about 70 people when we got there. Thank fucking god. No line. It was fucking freezing. So cold that I actually wore pants. I don’t wear clothes while dancing. Less is better.

I met up with a girl from work. And then like 4 other people from work. Matt brought drugs for everyone. He gave me 2 pills to try. It was way to late to doing unknown drugs. So pocketed them. Saw and chatted with some old basshead friends. I drank quite a bit. $6.50 doubles. Can’t go wrong. I can polish a screwdriver like no bodies bizz. At the end of the night, Borgore being the WHORE he is said no bitchs on stage unless they were topless. Not fully topless of course I didn’t see an nipples. My top was actually that see through mesh shit. Underneath I had a bra and a sparkly band that went across it.

Joe took my shirt off for me and pushed me on stage. He even held onto it. What a great friend! 😛 It was fun for the whole minute it lasted. The boys were so proud of me.

After I put my cloths back on I chatted with Slim Pickens and Chris. Chris noticed right away that mitch wasnt around. He actually took his time talking to me instead of taking a hike when mitch started starring.

me walter and joe started walking home. When I noticed Dan walking in front of us. He was with a girl. Who also had the British accent he had.

Dan was the guy that helped mitch leave me 2 years ago. Mitch used Dan as an escape from me. Dan encouraged Mitchs relationship with Ashely. I hate Dans GUTS. And he knows. But Mitch gave up Dan for me. Mitch knew he couldnt have me and dan in his life at the same time.

Seeing him made me sick. Brought back so much PAIN. Hearing his voice crippled my spine.
He was pleasant, we talked about Mitch for a couple blocks before we parted ways. He actually apologized to me. He said he totally understood why I didn’t like him held nothing against me. He said he knew I was better for Mitch than he was. He was glad that Mitch got what was best for him. A little ironic I guess. Since we are freshly broken up, and that Dan bullshit was 2 years ago.
I was nice to him. Said goodbye.

The whole time Joe was squeezing my hand. He knew exactly who Dan was to me. He stopped me and hugged me once Dan was out of sight. 🙂

It was a weird ending to the night… from having a blast. To blasted by the past.

Joe did the PSY dance in the living room. Almost pee’ed myself.

Then I curled up on the floor next to Joe and fell asleep around 3:45.

Went to work the next day for 9.

It’s been good.

Tomorrow I might be going out alone. Thats fine with me. Good workout. I should probably dress up.