10/24/2012

It’s so cold outside. So much snow it’s silly. The buses havent been on time at all. Beats driving in this shit though.

I saw Mitch yesterday. We went to Earls. Did some shots of Patron. Had a sandwich.

He was very cuddly. Rubbing my every inch of my skin with his fingers. He couldn’t keep his hands off me. It felt a little awkward, I should be upset that we arn’t an item. i think I need to say NO to visits. He’s obviously getting his fill of me. He’ll be back next week.

Or actually tomorrow. He invited himself to Borgore (dubstep dj). I really didn’t want to see him there. I just wanted to go out with my 2 best buds and not have to think about him. Now he’s gonna be in my face bouncing around.

I could use this as an opportunity to make him miss me.

Make friends with someone five feet away. His curiosity would get the better of him.

He probably thinks I’m going to his house after the show. But I won’t be. My house is too far to take a cab. I’ll be sleeping on joe and walters floor. Like I did last time we went out. They actually both slept on the floor with me. It was soooo cute. We had a sleep over!!

I wonder how the night is gonna turn out. I wonder if Joe would choose sides. Not that I would ask him too. He doesn’t have Mitchs number or is really close friends with him. I wonder if he would treat Mitch differently now that he knows we arn’t together.

My girlfriend Brittany lost her cat a week ago. 2 of them actually. She found out lastnight that one of her kitties was hit by a car. happened earlier in the week. She told me and I started crying immediately. Then she started crying. Big blubber fest. So sad. Never met her cats either.

Me and her have been going through a lot of heart ache together recently. We seem to be almost crying in eachothers arms daily. It’s nice to have a girl to who actually likes me, comfort me. Girlfriend to girlfriend. I havent had a realtionship with a girl like that since ROBIN. I was pretty used to holding in all my emotions. But lately they have been running crazy.

Brittany is a bit of a wildchild. Not fully right in the mind. Something is different. Kinda like my old friend Jen. my old friend Robin. they all seem to have the crazy gene in them. What does that say about me….?

I’m missing Gold Medal Plates to go to Borgore. My chef is a little sad. I went last year and rocked it. He loves taking me to these kinda events. I will be missing out on something great.

Friday is gonna suck!